今天覺得非常的郁悶，人在最脆弱的時(shí)候往往是情緒波動(dòng)最大的時(shí)候，總覺得自己在上海分外的孤單寂寞，每次一些小小的郁悶和悲傷都能夠讓我非常戀舊，非常想念北京和家里，本來自以為很堅(jiān)強(qiáng)的自己不知道什么時(shí)候也開始變得有些多愁善感了。對(duì)北京和家里的思念一年來一直不斷，多次有回京的想法，可是對(duì)現(xiàn)在的工作還是有些不舍，而最不舍得是我有一個(gè)非常非常好的老板，很難講自己以后可以找到一個(gè)一樣nice的老板，but the feeling of loness has been frastrating me for a long time, I always have the feeling that I am just a visitor of this city, few friends, just come here spending some time for holiday.
Meantime, it seems that the longer I stay here, the more difficult I can leave, for the worst case that I have no choice but to stay here, I still need a reasonable reason to persuade myself. But for now, I have not found that reason yet. Actually, it is the reason that I do not think good enough at present.
Well, do be happy anytime is the dream I have been persuing from the very begining.
posted on 2007-06-30 19:25
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