2005年10月1日

Rome was not built in one day！11:47:44

Today I enjoined a wedding of my friend, when I sat in the hotel and watched the bride and bridegroom through the red carpet with ours applause, everybody with the envious look at them and give them their best wishes.

Just then, I think about my girlfriend, I wish I could take her what she ideal lifestyle, make her feel happiness with me. But as you know, now I just only a engineer of quality. I often take overtime for my job, but I can only obtain little salary. It is only enough making me living, so I usually feel anxiety about my life, and my lover. I want to create my new life, I believe I can. I know impossible is nothing and Rome was not built in one day!

  2005年8月4日

As you know, Shenlongjia is a famous virgin forest is seated in the north-west of Hubei province.

It is my ideal place of my summer holidays with my girlfriend. That is my first journey with her by myself. What a romantic travel when I image it in my heart. I believed we should enjoy it deeply. She is frail of the peer. I wish this travel could release her nervous and have a good condition to face the new life and works.

The first day, we arrived to the Fang County at noon by long time bus. She had a violent sick up owing to the bumpy piedmont. Despite we were so tired, we had a good appetite with the Fang County’s dishes. It is very delicious for us. And then we lease a micro car to finish our travel. At the five o’clock in the afternoon, we get the first station of our journey-Yanzi cave. It is name there have a big cave that the inner inhabit swarm swallow, and don’t move from there. It is so wonderful about the nature.

When we stay there we could feel the cool wind blow from the cave. Oh, my dear, I could see a swarm of swallow fly in the cave and hear the voice of them. Just then, I couldn’t keep myself to take the photos to save the scenery in my mood.

雪永遠是那樣的純潔，沒有一點瑕漬。白茫茫，無邊無際，與天連成一體。我喜歡雪，喜歡她的潔白，喜歡她的無暇。

當路面已看不到足跡，山間以不見雜草，天空不再有飛鳥，變得那樣寂靜。大地與山林都以安然入睡，不時的發出陣陣鼾唱。這一刻，世界是那樣安靜，沒有吵雜，沒有浮華。。。看不到色彩，只有那沉睡的，靜靜的白，還有那滿空飄舞的飛雪。

我一直佇立在雪中，一動不動，仿佛就是那雪中的一尊雕像。我不想離去，因為我離去的足跡會破壞那寧靜的和諧。那一刻，我醉了— 遠遠的望去，那是天？不，那是地？我已不能分清天與地，那以往看似如此的遙遠，如今卻無間的交融，是那樣的渾然天成。或許原本就沒有天地之分，是的，我想一定是的！

遠處，不知何時跑來幾個嬉鬧的孩童。在廣闊的雪地上堆積了一個雪人，用小石子當雪人的眼睛。雪人很好看，孩子們很高興，不停的蹦跳。可是，雪人周圍的地面以恢復了泥土的面容，在廣闊的白中是那樣的刺眼。這時的天空以不再有雪花在飛舞。孩子們依舊在雪地中嬉鬧，我依舊木納的站在原地，一動不動，生怕破壞了那潔白整體。雖然我知道，那潔白以不在完整，那地面，山林不久便不再潔凈，不再安寧，那無暇的純潔將會無存，那天地將會分隔。天空會有很多飛鳥，地面有許多人群。然而，那一切的繁華，我都不曾記起，也都不曾忘卻·

天色暗了下來，我依然站在原地。玩耍的孩童早已歸家，廣闊的空間只剩下我與遠處的雪人。我注視著他，漸漸的，他開始向我微笑，向我招手，向我訴說，訴說那美麗的冬日。我仔細的聆聽，一動不動，傾聽那美麗的故事。這時我突然看到了他眼中晶瑩的淚珠，然而那每一滴都落在我的心頭。

  2005年7月24日

     人世間，任何事情的結果幾乎都取決與當事者所持的態度。站在北京的任何一個點上，你都可以選擇走向四面八方，你決定方向的依據來源于你內心的態度或渴望；如果你想往大海，你就會走向東走；如果你夢想高原，你就會向西走。只要你做出了選擇，你的經歷就會因選擇而異，最后所產生的結局也會完全不同。因此，從一定意義上說，你想成為什么樣的人完全來自于你的內心。社會環境和人際關系也會對你產生影響，尤其是當你沒有決斷力的時候，但最終做出決定的還是你自己。只要你有堅定的態度和信心，通常你就能影響周圍的環境和人們，使事態向著對你有利的方向發展。